A Word with the Father
I asked God why nothing happens when I pray so hard? He answered me: because you are planting seeds and seeds need darkness to grow. You may not see the roots, but the work is unfolding in secret.
I asked Him again: why do You let me fail when I give everything? And He answered: because you built everything on sand and you need to build on rock.
While I was struggling, I asked Him why this waiting hurts so much, and He answered: because patience is the fire that burns away your pride.
Finally, I asked Him when my moment would come, and He answered that the moment you trust My help more than the timeline of time, that is when you will see things change around you.
I ended by thanking Him that everything will change with trust and total surrender to Him.
G.M.